With all my heart

My day started like any other. I had a long day planned ahead. Go around Osaka, watch Men in Black 3 and eat out.

Me and my friends went about our day. My day changed when we were about to enter Cinema 3.

A message popped from my messenger and said that my aunt passed away. I checked my other phone and to my shock, it only confirmed the news.

It was a little sudden. Not quite as expected. My aunt. Now gone.

She had kidney problems and was undergoing dialysis. She was one person I know who is afraid of anything. But she tries to be the strongest.

the one who always worries, always cares

Whenever we visit her, we all feel her excitement and love. She doesn't have kids and she treated me and my siblings as her own. All her nephews and nieces where loved. No one will feel alone.

I called my parents to somehow comfort them. Especially my dad. (My aunt was specially sweet to her big brother).

I don't really believe in folk beliefs but the next morning, I saw a big black butterfly flying around outside my room. I cried.

I know my aunt lived her life in Christ. I pray for God's comfort for my family. It may seem we lost her, but in the end we will see each other in paradise.

My comfort in my suffering is this: Your promise preserves my life. 

- Psalm 119:50